Sick

[00:05.15] Way too much time to kill
[00:07.68] And not enough days to live
[00:10.32] I'm getting older by the minute
[00:12.76] It's hard when you get sick
[00:15.37] And I don't know what to do
[00:17.91] I stay inside my room
[00:20.55] And I don't want to move
[00:23.15] And I don't wanna do anything
[00:25.63] And I get drunk and high
[00:28.18] And I puke on myself
[00:30.44] And my dad won't ever call
[00:33.10] Or function like he should
[00:35.62] And you cry inside the bathroom
[00:38.24] And you say it's fucking shit
[00:40.98] This family's fucking shit
[00:43.45] I'm a fuck up of a kid
[00:46.24] And I'm so ignorant
[00:48.83] And I'm so full of it
[00:51.28] And it makes me fucking sick
[00:54.05] And it makes me fucking sick
[00:56.36] And it makes me-
[00:58.28] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[01:01.43] And I dream all of the time
[01:03.32] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[01:06.62] And I dream all of the time
[01:08.65] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[01:11.86] And I dream all of the time
[01:13.72] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[01:17.42] Way too much time to care
[01:19.83] And not enough days to kill
[01:22.41] I'm getting older by the minute
[01:24.97] It's hard when you get sick
[01:27.63] And I don't know what I'd do
[01:30.14] If I ever lost you
[01:32.73] It wouldn't hurt at all
[01:35.18] And you probably wouldn't feel anything
[01:37.66] You ask me again and again
[01:40.59] "Why did I get so unlucky?"
[01:42.84] And I never know the answer
[01:45.39] And I'll never know the answer
[01:48.07] I have a cross on my necklace
[01:50.59] You hate that I still wear it
[01:53.28] You say you just don't get it
[01:55.70] And I can't, I can't accept it
[01:58.23] It all seems so pathetic
[02:00.88] From my twisted perspective
[02:03.46] And it makes me fucking sick
[02:06.06] And it makes me fucking sick
[02:08.52] And it makes me-
[02:10.45] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[02:13.72] And I dream all of the time
[02:15.88] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[02:18.91] And I dream all of the time
[02:20.96] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[02:24.18] And I dream all of the time
[02:26.13] Even if I didn't think about it I'd still dream about it
[02:30.49] Are my eyes working right?
[02:31.95] Am I seeing double?
[02:32.96] Is there something wrong?
[02:34.32] Are my parents in trouble?
[02:35.79] Is my heart beating too fast?
[02:36.98] Are my lungs clean?
[02:38.39] Do I seem off to you?
[02:39.72] Do I force myself to breathe?
[02:40.80] Am I slurring my words?
[02:42.23] Am I forgetting most things?
[02:43.49] Am I out of it?
[02:44.76] Am I shaking when I think?
[02:46.12] Do my hands look shaky to you?
[02:48.53] Do my hands look shaky to you?
[02:51.15] Do my hands look shaky to you?
[02:53.70] Do my hands look shaky to you?
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