When All Other Lights Go Out

On the year you passed, I sat there waiting
For comfort to wake me up
From my displacement to make me better

Looking at the past, I can't stop thinking
Of the doorframe to your room
And I how I should have knocked more while it was standing

You're still here
Even without your things I feel
Your presence won't leave me and my thoughts
I wonder how you felt
Help me
To understand your pain
I've lost myself in these past regrets

But I won't think that way anymore
I think I'm slowly coming to terms
With every ounce of my body
And everything that I've been through
The burden of absence didn't teach me anything
I just learned how to float trying not to sink

Lying on this grass, I don't know anything
Lying on this grass, I don't know anything
Lying on this grass, I don't know anything
Lying on this grass, I don't know anything
Lying on this grass, I don't know anything
Lying on this grass, I don't know anything