Sixteen / Blood Drunk

Oh I know, yes I know that it gets easier
I just can't see it yet
Got ahold of it now, I just can't be adept
Must just be me I guess

I'm goin off the rails
Most days I just don't care
What even happens next?
There's iron on my head
Made stages of a room
Anything to get through
This interaction
Like "who the fuck are you?"

Floating next to my bed
Purple all in my head
Pictured you walking in
Your fuckin' world ended
And I was just sixteen
Oh I was just sixteen
Wanted to say these things
Still wincing out the ink
Oh-oh-oh

But I know, yes I know that it gets easier
I just can't see it yet
Got ahold of it now, I just can't be adept
Must just be me I guess

Okay do it
Oh my god I hate you
Mhm
Okay let's go dance
I do know what I want

Hey you
The girl with the name
The last time we met you had a different face
But something's off
I can tell by the taste
I knew you were bad
Now I can see that you're laced

Don't be shy, you can show me your fangs
We both know we came here for similar things
I see a coffin dreamer who's awake in the day
And we do our healing in sinister ways

We're teething and gnawing
There's blood on the dance floor
You're screaming and clawing
So fill up my cup more
We move to the cawing
Of ravens and vultures
Touch me, tease me
Fuck me, please me
Love me, need me
Kill me, free me
Leave me all alone

Hey you
The girl with the name
The last time we met you had a different face
But something's off
I can tell by the taste
I knew you were bad
Now I can see that you're laced