The Anti-Nova

Without a will to live, I'm stranded all alone
No one can help me now
I'm on my own
I can't wake up

I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare
When will this torture end?
Will I be sane again?
There's no way out
I'm trapped and sinking deeper
I can't escape my mind
Filled with paralyzing thoughts
These nights drag on and on

All my phobias are breathing down my neck
I can't fathom what I've become
I'm so sick of feeling dead
There's so much pressure building inside my chest
Please, someone help me put my mind to rest

Another day, another night, another battle where I'm losing the fight
I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare
Not even if it depended on my life
I need help, so I'm calling out
But when I reach out for someone when I need it the most
No one ever changes
No one gives a fuck!

I keep slipping deeper and deeper again towards my darkest fear
No one can help me now
I'm on my own
All hope is lost

The pressure keeps building
My conciense wears thin
I don't know how much I can take of this suffering
I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare
This terror, it lives inside my head
It lives inside my head

These sick mind games are fucking with me
I can't win this uphill battle with the weight of my agony
I've had enough
I can't go on
Not like this

Stricken by fear, I'm paralyzed
Can't move my muscles
I can't close my eyes
This fear will never end until my demise

Ease my suffering
Please make it stop
I've lost my sanity
I've had enough
This terror, it lives
It lives inside my head

I can't stand up straight
I keep losing sleep
My mind is terrorizing me
I can't even eat
I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare
But now I'm finally seeing clearly
I keep losing sleep
My mind is terrorizing me
I can't even eat
I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare
But now I'm finally seeing clearly
I am my own nightmare