Wish

Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Oh i really wish i was scared to die

Losin my mind feel like I'm losing my consciousness
I know that life is a lie, so I just float adrift
Stuck in my mind these people don't know what suffer is
But I just deal with it daily I don't know how to live
I don't know how to die
Without affecting everybody staying by my side
Sometimes I wonder if my life is even worth the ride
Too busy tryna hide, thinkin bout homicide
Killin my alter ego, happens to be inside
But I don't wanna lie
People ask me how I'm doin do it half the time
Cause y'all can't handle the truth
And to be honest I can't give it to you
So I'm through
Tryin, to push it through y'all mothafuckin heads
To tell the truth I really wish that I was
Scared of death

Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Oh i really wish i was scared to die

Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Oh i really wish i was scared to die