hate how you stare

These eyes on me just staring me down
They pretend like they know who I am
But I'm not the person I used to be
And I'll never look back on with grief

Endured all your pain
But I never want to see your faces again
They all laughed and stared at me
Fingers pointed and always ashamed
Always anxious
Always fearing what's ahead
But I'll never heed your words of defeat
Who I am doesn't matter to me

I apologize for not failing now
Guess I'm not as weak as you thought I'd be
I've ignored it for so long, all your doubts
All just paperweight, the shit that you said

These eyes on me just staring me down
They pretend like they know who I am
But I'm not the person I used to be
And I'll never look back on with grief
The years I spent just wasted on what you could never change
It still hurts inside what you forced in me
And I fucking hate that now you just stare

Watching me, my every move
Just waiting in the dark
For me to fall down asleep
Awaiting till I'm weak
All I wanted was to be left alone
But it was never enough for you
You wanted more when I had naught
But it was never enough for you
You wanted more when I had naught

I apologize for not failing now
Guess I'm not as weak as you thought I'd be
I've ignored it for so long, all your doubts
All just paperweight, the shit that you said

These eyes on me just staring me down (staring me down)
They pretend like they know who I am (know who i am)
But I'm not the person I used to be (used to be)
And I'll never look back on with grief
The years I spent just wasted on what you could never change
It still hurts inside what you forced in me
And I fucking hate that now you just stare