Searching

[00:15.89] Feels like my whole life's in a disarray
[00:19.50] I say I'm alright but honestly I'm not okay
[00:23.33] What happened to the head I had on my shoulders
[00:27.16] I guess this is what happens when you're getting older
[00:31.06] At 17 I thought I had it all figured out
[00:34.89] Doing music is the only thing I dreamed about
[00:38.72] But all the passion I had it seemed to leave me
[00:42.58] Feels like my soul departed from my body
[00:46.48] So now I fill that void with sex and drugs
[00:50.36] Psychedelic fuckin and smoking on nugs
[00:54.13] Thinking that it's gonna reignite that Fire
[00:57.73] Burning desire, I'm lost and now I'm
[01:01.44] Searching for, for the answers
[01:05.27] I can't cope, with this cancer
[01:09.05] Lost no hope
[01:11.10] Maybe I should end it all
[01:14.38] Oh.
[01:16.74] Searching for, for the answers
[01:20.47] I can't cope, with this cancer
[01:24.40] Lost no hope
[01:26.37] Maybe I should end it all
[01:29.68] Oh.
[01:32.51] I know what I have is a blessing
[01:36.17] If I'm being grateful why the fuck am I stressing
[01:39.80] Maybe it's the universe tryna teach me a lesson
[01:43.75] That things get harder once you graduate adolescence
[01:47.94] This shit is taking a toll on my personal life
[01:51.85] Making me bitter towards my girl and family I
[01:55.67] Never knew what depression would ever feel like
[01:59.47] Until I lost my drive
[02:03.04] I'm sounding like a muh fucking drama queen
[02:07.07] Just want you to know how much this means to me
[02:10.98] Music's my oxygen and I cannot breathe
[02:14.68] Looking for inspiration so now I'm
[02:18.23] Searching for, for the answers
[02:22.03] I can't cope, with this cancer
[02:25.88] Lost no hope
[02:27.86] Maybe I should end it all
[02:31.02] Oh.
[02:33.67] Searching for, for the answers
[02:37.32] I can't cope, with this cancer
[02:41.17] Lost no hope
[02:43.11] Maybe I should end it all
[02:46.47] Oh.
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