Denny’s Devito

I know it's kinda dumb, stayin' up til 5
Playin' pokemon but I wanna stay alive
And that's what makes me feel like everything is fine
Like I'm not some fucking idiot and I don't
Need to die to make the world a better place
Pissed at my reflection every time I see my face
If every single molecule could ever be replaced
I'd do it in a heartbeat before you could ever say
"You're better off the same"

It's a one way street and I'm in the wrong lane
I'm headed right into the traffic and I'm only on a bike
Avoiding the inevitable for a little longer
Just so I can get a handle on this life
It's wishful thinking I know, thinking someday I won't be this low
But if i'm gonna die all alone
Could I have a little fun before I go

It's all in my head they tell me every night and day
It's getting old as fuck and I'm
Starting to run out of excuses I could say

I know that every time you talk to me
It feels like you're speaking to a brick wall
Honestly I wish I could be a different person, I do
It's so hard to wake up every morning
Just to feel like I wish I never woke up
Maybe I'll try again tomorrow or never at all