Blowin' Up

Aye
Aye yo' might wanna sit the fuck down
'Cause your bitch ain't safe enough
Aye this is your final countdown, bet you're not man enough to show up
Looks like another mental breakdown, aye my head been blowin' up
Blowing up, breaking down, just blow it up, and break it down
Ignite the fire in my brains, hurt that bitch the way she hurt me
Still be fucked up in the end, am I to forget and let her be?
Trapped in my head, I'm condemned when I got no criminal origins
My brains going in overdrive, my heart's overdriven already

I wish I didn't have to worry about some stupid shit like this
I just wish my fucking story weren't that bad to reminisce
Been living in purgatory, I fucking feel like I'm in the abyss
I fucking feel like I'm the abyss
Will I soon wake up the evil within, yuh
Got a demon growing inside, yuh
Only way for me to survive, yuh
Scared of the thoughts that I might have, yuh
Can't even control my sex drive, yuh
Tonight yuh, all out, yuh
Morals and impulses collide, yuh
Jekyll and Hyde for a lifetime, yuh
Monster is hiding in plain sight, yuh

I'm ghosting ya, aye I'm going airplane mode
I'm slowly dying, dying, body's going cold
Bitch is a snake, aye Sandersonia Marigold
AMATERASU was nothing more than a foothold

AMATERASU was nothing more than a foothold
I'm slowly dying, dying, body's going cold
Bitch is a snake aye Sandersonia Marigold
I'm slowly dying, dying, body's going cold

Aye it's me against myself, the fog of war is getting thicker
I don't wanna go to hell, but I don't think I'd fit in heaven
Yo' can say yo' fast as fuck, but I don't care I'm even quicker
I know what you never will, I'm the fucking three-eyed raven
This ain't a fucking complaint, bitch this a mea culpa
I deserve everything that's been happening to me until now
Bitch you say I didn't do shit got me raising my eyebrow
I deserve everything that's been coming to me until now, yuh
She makin sure that I'm okay, yuh
Worried she might be scared away, yuh
The goal is ahead so please make way, yuh
Got me dreamin of a main stage, yuh
Today yuh, okay yuh
Anger and talent overlay, yuh
Putting my whole self on display, yuh
Pause my track, bitch hit play, yuh

Blowin' up, blowin' up, blowin' up, I'm blowin' up
Blowin' up, blowin' up, I'm blowin' up, I'm blowin' up
Blowin' up, blowin' up, blowin' up, I'm blowin' up
I'm blowin' up, I'm blowin' up, I'm blowin' up, aye, aye

I'm ghosting ya, aye I'm going airplane mode
I'm slowly dying, dying, body's going cold
Bitch is a snake aye Sandersonia Marigold
AMATERASU was nothing more than a foothold