Laughing at Myself

[00:16.01] No, I'm fine
[00:17.56] I just can't tell where I lost track of time
[00:22.28] I better start crawling
[00:24.26] Inching closer to where I was when it died
[00:28.19] Or where I lost my mind
[00:35.18] I'm gonna handle this
[00:38.25] One of these days, I'm gonna stop sleeping in
[00:41.58] 'Cause I can't stand to face
[00:44.44] All of my doubts and my fears
[00:46.42] While I'm drowning in the thought of you laughing while I figure it out
[00:50.62] Well don't you worry 'cause I'm laughing at myself
[00:54.19]
[01:09.58] I've been chasing my tail for weeks now
[01:12.98] I keep coming up flat
[01:15.55] I'll hide from you until I'm sure that I climbed back again
[01:21.37] Boy, I hope I can climb back again
[01:27.85] When I quit drinking, I don't leave a bottle in the back of the fridge
[01:34.14] So why when I open my phone do I see all your messages?
[01:40.10] I guess you're just too hard to quit
[01:46.66] And I don't wanna admit
[01:48.31] That after all of this time
[01:49.97] You've still got a hold on me
[01:56.13] But why do you think I'm doing
[01:57.88] Everything I'm doing
[01:59.21] To come across as functional
[02:05.84] I'm gonna handle this
[02:08.82] One of these days, I'm gonna stop sleeping in
[02:12.21] 'Cause I can't stand to face
[02:15.16] All of my doubts and my fears
[02:17.16] While I'm drowning in the thought of you laughing while I figure it out
[02:21.25] Well don't you worry 'cause I'm laughing at myself
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