9TH OF THE MONTH

I get it, I get it
I swear I fucking get it
Cold night in my new apartment
Switched up to the second floor
She calls me by my first name
(I call her stupid what!)
And I feel paranoid, paralysed and fucked up
Stopped the weed, so I'm running out of luck, huh
Girl you shoot between my eyes
Now my shoelaces untied
You keep calling when you're fucked
I keep calling when I cry (Go!)
Ninth of the month when she told me
It's time to let go
Can't smile if I keep on falling
Down, down, down, down, down
Ninth of the month when she told me
It's time to let go
Can't smile if I keep on falling
Down, down, down, down, down
Okay, okay, I check out my bnb
Okay, okay, Airpods lost, can't find my peace
Look at me struggle and win, both at the same time
She keep on shooting that shit (Girl need some daylight)
Chrome hearts on my neck, but that shit so fake
Lost my lighter, it's a mess, it's a goddamn game
I keep running, miss the bus, couldn't catch the train
Gotta walk, cannot stop, everyday the same (Fuck)
Ninth of the month when she told me
It's time to let go
Can't smile if I keep on falling
Down, down, down, down, down
Ninth of the month when she told me
It's time to let go
Can't smile if I keep on falling
Down, down, down, down, down