I'm Alone And I'm Wasting Time

I have lost my interest in human activities
I have ridded myself of human responsibilities

I have unrooted myself from human emotions

I have not a flying toss to care about

I have not anything to hold on to
I have no time and yet I have it too
I have milk cartons holding soda lime
I hare empty water bottles by my side

I have an attitude that oh well all heavens will chide

I have not anything to hold on to
I have poems lately written just for you
I have my quill for my everlasting rhymes
I have my time and yet I dont have my time
I have not anything to hold on to

I have your number oh yes I do
I have my fun and yet I lost my pride

I have lied, and played that I lied

I have acted hot and cold
I have let go and played bold
I have kissed and kissed and unkissed you.
Hope one day you can kiss me too
I design my fake tattoo
I have read some books and I unread them too
I have not the world to keep
No time for no new-found fools

I have not a gracious weep.
I miss falling asleep

I have not anything to hold on to.
I wilt forget you and forget her too
I will by tomorrow get you out of my mind
I will write you a letter and tell you goodbye

I will be reading and revising
As if to hide

I will be wearing a different perfume
I will adjust my iPod's volume
I will do this and undo that
I will tell myself that I love myself more than books
I will try so hard to woo myself from the nook
I will try not to be so obnoxious
I will try not to be so supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

I will try to wring my mind to the right channel.
Which will not receive your signals

I have not anything to hold on to
Next Sunday evening let's hit the zoo
And stay the night for the morning dew
Let's have tea some time too

I shall end this non-sense
Adieu