Still

[00:01.33] Tender tease the knots from my hair
[00:05.27] Your last act of care
[00:06.75] I still feel you there
[00:08.32] Still
[00:08.82] Standing still
[00:09.88] Standing there
[00:10.99] Soft stare reads my room like Baudelaire
[00:12.90] Grief hangs in the air thick
[00:14.23] Tear a piece off to take with
[00:16.56] The last thing we'll share
[00:17.87] I'm too strong to pretend I don't care
[00:20.20] It was so good for so long it doesn't feel fair
[00:22.22] I guess life's not fair
[00:24.78] We're Laying on my bed unmaking plans we had
[00:27.18] One last 'I'll miss you more' dance
[00:28.96] Still nervous to hold your hand
[00:30.23] In case I crumble like sand
[00:32.23] Funny how the start mirrors the end
[00:34.25] And the art breaks then mends
[00:35.87] Maybe we coulda been best friends
[00:37.45] Maybe we coulda been something else
[00:39.50] Anything else but over
[00:41.28] You pull me close I pull you closer
[00:42.63] Try to draw one last breath out of our last few moments
[00:49.26] Autopsy by anecdote
[01:00.00] Dissected memories and inside jokes
[01:02.37] We got cut open
[01:02.68] By the blunt point of their tongues poking
[01:05.92] Laid bare, flush, rare
[01:06.77] Rib meat decomposing
[01:08.71] Me still, hoping it's fine
[01:10.85] Too focused on the verse to see the end of the line
[01:13.94] I still love the way we rhymed
[01:15.45] Sometimes for ill reasons
[01:16.78] I still feel your hands teasing at
[01:19.07] The knots in my head
[01:20.34] Plucking at loose threads
[01:21.87] Untangling doubt from dread
[01:23.97] Hope from everything dead
[01:25.48] The joy when all's done and said
[01:27.23] I haven't been the same since we met
[01:29.33] I'll never been the same again
[01:31.68] Didn't fix each other but we're on the mend
[01:33.26] Your eyes red, my voice cracking
[01:34.42] I tell jokes so you're laughing instead
[01:36.37] I'll stay for a while in the place where you led me
[01:39.82] But I won't stay
[01:41.16] Still
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