why?

Why do I cry? Why am I sad?
Why do I lie? Why is my head?
Fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot, I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

I'll never get back the way that I was
Full of hope, full of love
But do I give a fuck about anything else other than myself?
Anything else other than my Hell?
That I'm gone deal with all by myself, I only heal when I'm by myself
Making these songs, screaming what's wrong
I don't feel right if I'm not feeling wrong

I'm always right, I ain't ever been wrong
This is my life, so is shit really wrong?
If I don't think so? If I don't say?
I fucking can't go no other way
Except for the way that I want
I don't care if I'm not getting to where everybody else got
Fuck all that sheep shit, bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit, I'm only truthing

Fuck all that sheep shit
Bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit
I'm only truthing

*auditory agony*

Why do I cry? Why am I sad?
Why do I lie? Why is my head?
Fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot, I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

Don't wanna talk, leave me alone
Bitch I am Detmer, I'm not unknxwn
Scent on my sweatshirt, weeping alone
Can I forget her? I do not know

Maybe I won't, maybe I will
All that I know is that I'm gonna feel
Like this for the rest of my life till I'm still

Is anything real? Is everything fake?
Are we all a piece of a stupid ass game?
I'm searching for peace but I keep finding pain
Don't know what I need, how am I gonna change?
I know if I leave, I won't come back the same

I know if I leave
I won't come back the same