Fading Away
๐ต 1458 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:16 duration
๐ ID: 10821478
๐ Lyrics
I feel like I've been gone for a long time
My body's present but I cannot find my mind
I used to love feeling everything inside
But I'm afraid the well's run dry
Every time I get a second to myself
I can't help but give it up to someone else
My brain is like a cavernous, empty shell
And I'm lost inside
What is going on?
Where has my heart gone?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
I just wanna be left all alone
Don't wanna say yes, don't wanna say no
Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go
The pain is too much, just let me be alone
It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go
Letting you down hurts more than you know
And I could never be all that you want
And it's been tearing me apart
What is going on?
Why am I so numb?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
And I know I can't keep living this way
All these sleepless nights and wasted days
I know what's to come if I don't change
I'll soon've faded away
I think of everyone else, but no one's there for me
I've got to love myself and tell them I am not okay
I'm buried under the shame and there's nobody else to blame
I feel myself fading away
I won't let myself fade away
My body's present but I cannot find my mind
I used to love feeling everything inside
But I'm afraid the well's run dry
Every time I get a second to myself
I can't help but give it up to someone else
My brain is like a cavernous, empty shell
And I'm lost inside
What is going on?
Where has my heart gone?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
I just wanna be left all alone
Don't wanna say yes, don't wanna say no
Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go
The pain is too much, just let me be alone
It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go
Letting you down hurts more than you know
And I could never be all that you want
And it's been tearing me apart
What is going on?
Why am I so numb?
I miss the sun
I paint a smile on my face
I keep my hands busy
I try to trick myself
But I know I am not okay
I'm breaking under the weight
Of the guilt filling up my plate
I feel myself fading away
And I know I can't keep living this way
All these sleepless nights and wasted days
I know what's to come if I don't change
I'll soon've faded away
I think of everyone else, but no one's there for me
I've got to love myself and tell them I am not okay
I'm buried under the shame and there's nobody else to blame
I feel myself fading away
I won't let myself fade away
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:06.35] I feel like I've been gone for a long time
[00:09.15] My body's present but I cannot find my mind
[00:12.41] I used to love feeling everything inside
[00:15.53] But I'm afraid the well's run dry
[00:18.26] Every time I get a second to myself
[00:21.15] I can't help but give it up to someone else
[00:24.45] My brain is like a cavernous, empty shell
[00:27.10] And I'm lost inside
[00:31.26] What is going on?
[00:33.90] Where has my heart gone?
[00:36.59] I miss the sun
[00:41.66] I paint a smile on my face
[00:44.98] I keep my hands busy
[00:47.87] I try to trick myself
[00:50.22] But I know I am not okay
[00:53.42] I'm breaking under the weight
[00:56.87] Of the guilt filling up my plate
[00:59.86] I feel myself fading away
[01:04.73]
[01:17.54] I just wanna be left all alone
[01:20.66] Don't wanna say yes, don't wanna say no
[01:23.61] Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go
[01:26.66] The pain is too much, just let me be alone
[01:29.58] It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go
[01:32.66] Letting you down hurts more than you know
[01:35.65] And I could never be all that you want
[01:38.73] And it's been tearing me apart
[01:42.54] What is going on?
[01:44.70] Why am I so numb?
[01:47.68] I miss the sun
[01:53.24] I paint a smile on my face
[01:55.90] I keep my hands busy
[01:59.03] I try to trick myself
[02:01.09] But I know I am not okay
[02:04.71] I'm breaking under the weight
[02:07.76] Of the guilt filling up my plate
[02:10.75] I feel myself fading away
[02:15.01]
[02:19.06] And I know I can't keep living this way
[02:24.62] All these sleepless nights and wasted days
[02:29.95] I know what's to come if I don't change
[02:36.03] I'll soon've faded away
[02:41.46]
[02:43.52] I think of everyone else, but no one's there for me
[02:49.24] I've got to love myself and tell them I am not okay
[02:55.00] I'm buried under the shame and there's nobody else to blame
[03:01.00] I feel myself fading away
[03:06.91] I won't let myself fade away
[03:10.41]
[00:09.15] My body's present but I cannot find my mind
[00:12.41] I used to love feeling everything inside
[00:15.53] But I'm afraid the well's run dry
[00:18.26] Every time I get a second to myself
[00:21.15] I can't help but give it up to someone else
[00:24.45] My brain is like a cavernous, empty shell
[00:27.10] And I'm lost inside
[00:31.26] What is going on?
[00:33.90] Where has my heart gone?
[00:36.59] I miss the sun
[00:41.66] I paint a smile on my face
[00:44.98] I keep my hands busy
[00:47.87] I try to trick myself
[00:50.22] But I know I am not okay
[00:53.42] I'm breaking under the weight
[00:56.87] Of the guilt filling up my plate
[00:59.86] I feel myself fading away
[01:04.73]
[01:17.54] I just wanna be left all alone
[01:20.66] Don't wanna say yes, don't wanna say no
[01:23.61] Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go
[01:26.66] The pain is too much, just let me be alone
[01:29.58] It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go
[01:32.66] Letting you down hurts more than you know
[01:35.65] And I could never be all that you want
[01:38.73] And it's been tearing me apart
[01:42.54] What is going on?
[01:44.70] Why am I so numb?
[01:47.68] I miss the sun
[01:53.24] I paint a smile on my face
[01:55.90] I keep my hands busy
[01:59.03] I try to trick myself
[02:01.09] But I know I am not okay
[02:04.71] I'm breaking under the weight
[02:07.76] Of the guilt filling up my plate
[02:10.75] I feel myself fading away
[02:15.01]
[02:19.06] And I know I can't keep living this way
[02:24.62] All these sleepless nights and wasted days
[02:29.95] I know what's to come if I don't change
[02:36.03] I'll soon've faded away
[02:41.46]
[02:43.52] I think of everyone else, but no one's there for me
[02:49.24] I've got to love myself and tell them I am not okay
[02:55.00] I'm buried under the shame and there's nobody else to blame
[03:01.00] I feel myself fading away
[03:06.91] I won't let myself fade away
[03:10.41]