75526.

75526, I been too sick
Fuck a lifeline, true shit Imma lose it
I am not fine, clueless what to do with all this fucking pain?
Imma put it in the music

I am not high but I'm off my rocker
She say "hi" but I might just have to block her
I cannot fall back to the fuck shit
I don't wanna talk, please shut the fuck up bitch

I don't like my mind
I get so blind by all of the things that it tells me
I feel not alright but it's alright
Because on and on I'll carry

Nobody knows what I keep on the low
Imma hide it forever, it never can show
Cause I do not think you would accept me
If you could see all the things that affect me

Say you would but you cannot be sure
You would not feel the same if the shame all was yours
You don't know and you never will
I had a soul now I never will

I'm a fucked up piece of shit, I'm not decent
I cannot go up, Imma descend
I am not enough, I know I'm not
I'm gone fuck shit up until I rot

Until I hit that grave
I'm always gone fuck up anything in my favor
Fuck it, I just wanna get paper
Fell in love too fast, now I hate her

Baby I don't know why you attached
I'm a fucked up excuse of a man
I got feelings that I'll never get back
Get back, I might leave you in the past

Went south and it all went bad
I'm fucked, why am I so sad?
Any game I play, Imma end up last
I don't wanna stay, skip life like class