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[00:14.58] Am I a fool to wake up from this dream
[00:22.92] Am I a fool to chase away our seams
[00:30.53] Am I a fool for trying to disagree
[00:38.43] When I asked you to scare away my fears
[00:46.09] When I was 17
[00:48.05] I had no money or problems
[00:50.20] Barely 23
[00:52.15] Now my world feels so small
[00:53.69] Will you remember me
[00:55.97] When it's time to go home
[00:57.78] It's not enough
[00:59.89] I'm not enough
[01:01.51] When I was 17
[01:03.63] I had my head in the clouds
[01:05.47] I'm barely 23
[01:07.76] Now I'm scared to look down
[01:09.47] Can't see in front of me
[01:11.51] Turned my car back around
[01:13.34] It's not enough
[01:15.33] I'm not enough
[01:17.18] But it's not up to me
[01:19.42] How I'm put in the ground
[01:21.16] When you bury me deep
[01:23.09] I'll wear a lavender crown
[01:25.03] If I lie to you now
[01:27.90] If I admit it
[01:29.35] Could I make you proud
[01:31.66] Just for a minute
[01:33.42] Take this weight upon me
[01:39.39] So exhausting
[01:43.17] Cold and haunting
[01:49.30] Take this weight like boulders
[01:54.81] Crush these shoulders
[01:59.40] I got a little older
[02:03.92] When I was 17
[02:06.09] I had no money or problems
[02:08.06] Barely 23
[02:10.13] Now my world feels so small
[02:11.94] Will you remember me
[02:13.96] When it's time to go home
[02:15.70] It's not enough
[02:17.71] I'm not enough
[02:19.54] When I was 17
[02:21.50] I had my head in the clouds
[02:23.65] I'm barely 23
[02:25.62] Now I'm scared to look down
[02:27.47] Can't see in front of me
[02:29.41] I turned my car back around
[02:31.23] It's not enough
[02:33.33] I'm not enough
[02:35.33] Wish I could fix my drive with some pills I bought on Amazon
[02:39.62] Don't need a ride, my own legs' enough to drag me on
[02:43.74] I'll be fine, my whole life's enough to gamble on
[02:48.38] To gamble on
[02:50.60] I bet a year on the work
[02:52.99] And a year on the run
[02:54.98] They said don't be absurd
[02:56.45] It's not supposed to be fun
[02:58.74] If you wanted a life
[03:00.59] You should've done it like me
[03:02.85] Maybe if you make 'em laugh
[03:04.91] Then you'll get enough to eat
[03:06.50] I could've studied my options
[03:08.75] Lived a life of precaution
[03:10.52] So the people I meet
[03:12.52] We'll have something in common
[03:14.64] Everytime that I'm falling
[03:16.39] They say olly olly oxen free
[03:20.24] Yeah, it's not too late to be
[03:24.88] Someone you'd hate to be
[03:28.35] Will you grow up and see
[03:32.24] This ain't who you ought to be
[03:37.60] When I was 17
[03:39.69] I had my head in the clouds
[03:41.65] I'm barely 23
[03:43.75] Now I'm scared to look down
[03:45.51] Can't see in front of me
[03:47.53] I turned my car back around
[03:49.37] It's not enough
[03:51.35] I'm not enough
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