Exist

Rainzzz
Another Memory 2
In a world of my own

If you don't remember, then you never truly existed
You drifted through life as a ghost
It's hard to find meaning in nothing
It's hard to connect to this world when you don't have a soul
You wear different faces around different people
You don't know yourself 'cause you change 'em like clothes
You're sad from beginning to end
Just awaiting your death for your flesh to break down into bones
I'll be deleted, I don't even feel
I'm emotionless, now I've grown colder than steel
I keep to myself, I don't let nothing out
I stitch my mouth shut so now my lips are sealed
Everyone treats me as if I'm not there
Like a voice in their head like I'm not even real
I put my guard up, got nothing but hard luck
'Cause it didn't matter, pain broke through my shield
I've come to the realisation I'm fighting a battle
That nobody ever can win
There ain't no chance in hell, chance in hell
I mean it's not even slim
Succumbing to shameful addictions, I'm finished
I've sinned, I can't stomach the devil within
Ignoring my morals, I don't give a fuck
If the end of the day I just don't wanna live