Growing Pains

[00:13.09] Coming out of a 10 year spell
[00:16.29] All that self hatred was holding me down
[00:19.89] Couldn't find my place
[00:21.26] In a world so cold
[00:22.86] I was lost and found
[00:24.63] Till my soul rebirth
[00:26.94] And now I feel so exposed
[00:29.74] My heart on my sleeve
[00:30.82] Can't hide it no more
[00:32.87] I love so passionately
[00:34.18] And sometimes I can crash, ya see
[00:35.80] The highs and lows
[00:36.64] Be wrecking me
[00:37.40] I swear I feel everything
[00:39.98] I'm trying not to absorb
[00:42.86] Like "what's my pain
[00:44.57] And what's yours?"
[00:46.57] Baby one things for sure
[00:49.73] All these battles got me sore
[00:53.20] All these things I endure
[00:56.13] Got me breaking down
[00:57.40] On the kitchen floor
[00:59.52] Got that warrior in my blood
[01:03.03] Sometimes I just really need a hug
[01:05.24] Feel like I'm going through some
[01:06.55] Growing pains
[01:08.81] Every moment feel like initiation
[01:11.86] Swear that I'm going through some
[01:14.48] Growing pains
[01:15.56] Sometimes I can't explain it
[01:18.59] Feel like I'm going through some
[01:20.07] Growing pains
[01:21.45] Hella changes, different situations
[01:25.28] Swear that I'm going through some
[01:26.64] Growing pains
[01:29.02] Sometimes I can't explain it
[01:31.12] Aye aye
[01:33.18] This ain't what it's cracked up to be
[01:36.67] Breaking all these curses and shit
[01:40.04] Why I feel my back on the wall?
[01:43.36] Why I feel like I can't relate?
[01:46.65] It's getting claustrophobic in here
[01:49.84] My crown just hit the ceiling, I swear
[01:53.30] All I hear is "just let it go"
[01:56.26] This reality is too much to bear
[02:00.01] Family dropping like flies
[02:03.27] I know, all angels gotta fly
[02:06.73] I know ancestors gonna ride
[02:09.98] Help me find my purpose in this life
[02:13.21] Give me the strength
[02:14.85] To go cut through these lies
[02:16.52] Yeah I can survive
[02:18.11] But I wanna thrive
[02:19.86] Put me in flight
[02:21.46] To go touch the sky
[02:23.16] This caterpillar turning butterfly
[02:25.62] Feel like I'm going through some
[02:26.77] Growing pains
[02:28.92] Every moment feel like initiation
[02:32.00] Swear that I'm going through some
[02:33.33] Growing pains
[02:35.63] Sometimes I can't explain it
[02:38.57] Feel like I'm going through some
[02:40.00] Growing pains
[02:41.50] Hella changes, different situations
[02:45.11] Swear that I'm going through some
[02:46.72] Growing pains
[02:49.12] Sometimes I can't explain it
[02:52.60] Used to roll up
[02:54.19] And run from my feelings
[02:56.16] I'm the most anxious one in the building
[02:59.36] These emotions be fogging my vision
[03:02.74] Tried to drown myself with pills and spirits
[03:06.11] I was numb for a while, I was missing
[03:09.27] I'd be lying if I said I ain't miss it
[03:12.61] Cuz all this pain in the world I be feeling
[03:16.12] All this weight of the world I be feeling
[03:18.74] Feel like I'm going through some
[03:20.14] Growing pains
[03:22.31] Every moment feel like initiation
[03:25.15] Swear that I'm going through some
[03:26.68] Growing pains
[03:28.93] Sometimes I can't explain it
[03:31.96] Feel like I'm going through some
[03:33.35] Growing pains
[03:34.89] Hella changes, different situations
[03:38.52] Swear that I'm going through some
[03:40.06] Growing pains
[03:42.47] Sometimes I can't explain it
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