Don't Want To

Had a vision that I kept tryin to [?]
A position that lacks a face to define
Oh no
I never held down for it
I'm used to being let down
I couldn't dream much more than
All I can think of, but I don't want to

All I want is in my hands
Weighing down with all the rest
On and on
As if

I never held down for it
I'm used to being let down
I couldn't dream much more than
All I can think of, but I don't want to