Dementia

[00:11.58] I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up
[00:13.95] I'm so pissed, I'm so pissed
[00:16.83] Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends
[00:19.47] Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself
[00:22.27] It sucks, I'm fucked but I'm excusing my issues
[00:25.55] One minute you love me then you're hurting me
[00:28.66] And how the fuck could you lie?
[00:29.76] But yet you know that I've missed you
[00:31.55] You let the substance take over, you've gone in insane
[00:33.96] I just want some honesty, can you quit screwing up my head
[00:36.92] You we're all the rest I had and now you're chewing up the lead
[00:39.99] Would you even fucking care if I explained to you how I bled
[00:42.83] Now I really know the reason to why I wish I was dead
[00:45.45] I cant feel my face, I cant feel anything anymore
[00:50.54] Block the fucking pain
[00:54.28] And you know that I've been, shut the door
[00:57.83] What do I do?
[00:59.62] Fight you?
[01:00.64] Bitch I'm nothing like you
[01:02.00] Wonder why I don't call, and don't write you
[01:04.68] I don't even like you, I don't even try to
[01:07.97] Bad
[01:09.33] But I guess I'm down bad, yeah I guess I'm down bad
[01:13.03] Oh my fucking god, am I right?
[01:14.42] Am I wrong?
[01:15.42] Am I one to kill myself or am I too strong?
[01:18.30] Sometimes I forget where I'm at, can we get back to that
[01:21.61] I don't even need to react, I'm by myself
[01:24.43] I got issues and they say I need help, that I need saving, I
[01:26.97] I'm stuck inside this hell, don't wanna change and I
[01:30.85] Am I right, am I wrong?
[01:32.52] Am I one to kill myself, or am I too strong?
[01:35.02] I could just forget it all, and throw my life away, yeah
[01:40.58] Oh my fucking god
[01:41.29] I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up
[01:44.40] I'm so pissed, I'm so pissed
[01:46.93] Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends
[01:49.66] Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself
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