Crumbling

[00:12.36] Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
[00:15.29] My family's concerned but all I can say is I'm fine
[00:18.06] Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
[00:20.98] Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline
[00:24.21] So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
[00:27.03] Put me out like a cigarette I'm just a step to climb
[00:30.01] Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
[00:32.97] Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we're fine
[00:36.38] Chilling outside a friend's house in the rain
[00:40.15] Graffiti walls always stained with my name
[00:42.94] In the overgrowth under the train tracks
[00:45.65] Were running from grey skies that blemish the pain
[00:48.37] Circulation is running low all in my brain
[00:52.06] Can't tell what's left from right as my vision fades
[00:54.67] Waking up in a new place new face
[00:56.97] Don't recognize a fucking thing I think the drugs ruptured my veins
[01:00.56] Cus I'm running down Bradbury street
[01:02.52] I thought if I kept running maybe the fog would clear and I would be fine
[01:06.07] Cus you see depression doesn't work that way we numb the pain
[01:08.94] With alcohol and drugs or anything that will fit in our veins
[01:12.06] Another night another day wasted to my sleep, yeah but
[01:14.95] I don't give a fuck cus then I don't control just how I think
[01:18.03] Its easier to get lost in your dreams than deal with something real
[01:20.97] So if you wanna fucking talk then find me in a place where I don't exist
[01:24.34] Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
[01:27.17] My family's concerned but all I can say is I'm fine
[01:30.04] Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
[01:33.00] Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline
[01:36.23] So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
[01:39.02] Put me out like a cigarette I'm just a step to climb
[01:42.02] Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
[01:45.02] Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we're fine
[01:48.34] I'm on the edge
[01:49.53] Living like I'm bouta fall
[01:51.42] Head first, last looks up at shining stars
[01:54.35] Thoughts sprinting through my brain like Usain go bolt
[01:57.03] Fuck around ain't listen to talks, cuz they kinda dark
[02:00.37] Why they fucking they judging me like they know what I've done
[02:03.35] They see tattoos and gold teeth and not the soul I got
[02:06.37] What the fuck they want from me they looking in disgust
[02:09.04] All these fucking exes but aint ever meet a family bruh
[02:12.29] I gotta run lately
[02:13.53] Light up from the blunt save me
[02:15.00] Sprinting from my fucking past I know I gotta numb daily
[02:18.00] Love a setting sun baby
[02:19.49] Night is when I run, from these
[02:20.96] Demons in my fucking brain that laughing at my dreams hating
[02:24.36] Ima chase a fucking dream till the day I die
[02:26.99] Thassa fucking fact put that on my fucking brothers lives
[02:30.36] Boy I aint about all this pussy shit I see around
[02:33.02] Keep it fucking real, unless I'm manic then I crumble down
[02:36.37] Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
[02:39.26] My family's concerned but all I can say is I'm fine
[02:42.09] Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
[02:45.03] Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline
[02:48.27] So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
[02:51.02] Put me out like a cigarette I'm just a step to climb
[02:54.07] Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
[02:57.02] Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we're fine