Substance

Won't you make it clear
Won't you just say that I am worth it
In this hospital we roam
Our mental states were far from perfect
Cuz there's a burning in my blood
Intravenous doesn't seem to be working
Cuz there is scaring on your lungs
Eyes closed tell me why aren't you moving

Try to pick up the pieces
Doesn't seem to work
Cutting your wrist yeah
This is gonna hurt
Blood runs like a river
On the bathroom floor
Eyes fade as you let go as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone
See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want
To always be a memory now you're gone
Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go
It's getting steeper
Try to get out of bed
I'm not leaving
Anxiety's got my chest
I'm not breathing
Panic attacks yeah
Got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah
My thoughts stop me
I swear I saw your ghost yeah
And you caught me
I'm by myself in this hell
Would you haunt me
Please just, please just
Don't stop me

It's when I blackout
You push the blame now
If you hear me can you tell me was it worth it
Are you happy now your gone
Can you smile now
Can I join you
I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to jesus
Help you
Tension breaks through
Will you wait for me when I take my last breath
I can't wait to see you again
Can I forgive you
I don't know how to
Won't you show me your face
Give me a sign
I don't think I can hold on

Digging my own grave
Losing touch, yeah depression is lurking
Yeah with bones made of stone
I try really hard to not be a burden
Your blue eyes are cutting deep
Burning straight through my soul yeah, it's hurting
Misery just loves me
Won't you kiss me on the cheek, say I'm worth it

Try to pick up the pieces
Doesn't seem to work
Cutting your wrist
Yeah this is gonna hurt
Blood runs like a river
On the bathroom floor
Eyes fade as you let go
As I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone
See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want
To always be a memory now you're gone
Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go
It's getting steeper
Try to get out of bed
I'm not leaving
Anxiety's got my chest
I'm not breathing
Panic attacks yeah
Got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah
My thoughts stop me
I swear I saw your ghost yeah
And you caught me
I'm by myself in this hell
Would you haunt me
Please just, please just
Don't stop me

It's when I blackout
You push the blame now
If you hear me can you tell me was it worth it
Are you happy now your gone
Can you smile now
Can I join you
I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to jesus
Help you
Tension breaks through
Will you wait for me when I take my last breath
I can't wait to see you again
Can I forgive you
I don't know how to
Won't you show me your face
Give me a sign
I don't think I can hold on