my mind's toxic
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โฑ๏ธ 2:36 duration
๐ ID: 10893497
๐ Lyrics
If you took a tour of my mind, I swear you'd throw up
I'm fucked up in a million ways and I never shut up
And when I try to fall asleep, I be feeling so stupid
I lie up my bed and my dreams are never lucid
Like everything else in my life, it's out of my control
And I was lying when I said that I was sitting here alone
I was flirting with the loser that I kept inside my basement
It shares my fucking name and it loves the high I'm chasing
I don't really feel like doing these downers anymore
But if I take a drink, I'm always one to overpour
My head is only straight when it been bouncing off the ceiling
It might like look like I feel great but just know I hate this feeling
I'm 20 shots deep screaming take me now
Will you take me far away from this maddening crowd?
Everybody acts the same I should know my place
See it branded on my face but still you hear me say
I'm a letdown
I'm a fuck up
I'm a crazy one
Imma die young
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna speak
And I don't wanna see you cry when I take my fucking life
Chilling on a Sunday and I can't seem to relax
I'm walking through pews and I think I'm about to relapse
On this depression
All this aggression
You said you wanted truth well this is my confession
Work my fucking ass off I don't even feel like trying anymore
I don't even need a mattress I've been crying on the floor
I put on my favorite actress when I'm walking out the door
When I walk out the door
You say I should get out I should really see the trees
I smile like a sellout but I really wanna leave
I wish I could enjoy it I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I lost the space I feel nauseous
I fall apart as they watch it
I'm not the one my mind's toxic
I wish that I could be flawless
You come around just be cautious
I told you once my mind's toxic
It folds on me without logic
I held it once and I lost it
I'm fucked up in a million ways and I never shut up
And when I try to fall asleep, I be feeling so stupid
I lie up my bed and my dreams are never lucid
Like everything else in my life, it's out of my control
And I was lying when I said that I was sitting here alone
I was flirting with the loser that I kept inside my basement
It shares my fucking name and it loves the high I'm chasing
I don't really feel like doing these downers anymore
But if I take a drink, I'm always one to overpour
My head is only straight when it been bouncing off the ceiling
It might like look like I feel great but just know I hate this feeling
I'm 20 shots deep screaming take me now
Will you take me far away from this maddening crowd?
Everybody acts the same I should know my place
See it branded on my face but still you hear me say
I'm a letdown
I'm a fuck up
I'm a crazy one
Imma die young
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna speak
And I don't wanna see you cry when I take my fucking life
Chilling on a Sunday and I can't seem to relax
I'm walking through pews and I think I'm about to relapse
On this depression
All this aggression
You said you wanted truth well this is my confession
Work my fucking ass off I don't even feel like trying anymore
I don't even need a mattress I've been crying on the floor
I put on my favorite actress when I'm walking out the door
When I walk out the door
You say I should get out I should really see the trees
I smile like a sellout but I really wanna leave
I wish I could enjoy it I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I lost the space I feel nauseous
I fall apart as they watch it
I'm not the one my mind's toxic
I wish that I could be flawless
You come around just be cautious
I told you once my mind's toxic
It folds on me without logic
I held it once and I lost it
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:24.41] If you took a tour of my mind, I swear you'd throw up
[00:27.36] I'm fucked up in a million ways and I never shut up
[00:30.30] And when I try to fall asleep, I be feeling so stupid
[00:33.98] I lie up my bed and my dreams are never lucid
[00:36.97] Like everything else in my life, it's out of my control
[00:39.58] And I was lying when I said that I was sitting here alone
[00:42.64] I was flirting with the loser that I kept inside my basement
[00:45.98] It shares my fucking name and it loves the high I'm chasing
[00:48.92] I don't really feel like doing these downers anymore
[00:51.85] But if I take a drink, I'm always one to overpour
[00:54.87] My head is only straight when it been bouncing off the ceiling
[00:57.92] It might like look like I feel great but just know I hate this feeling
[01:00.95] I'm 20 shots deep screaming take me now
[01:03.56] Will you take me far away from this maddening crowd?
[01:06.53] Everybody acts the same I should know my place
[01:09.69] See it branded on my face but still you hear me say
[01:12.64] I'm a letdown
[01:13.99] I'm a fuck up
[01:15.42] I'm a crazy one
[01:17.25] Imma die young
[01:18.58] I don't wanna talk
[01:20.05] I don't wanna speak
[01:21.54] And I don't wanna see you cry when I take my fucking life
[01:24.94] Chilling on a Sunday and I can't seem to relax
[01:27.49] I'm walking through pews and I think I'm about to relapse
[01:30.75] On this depression
[01:32.35] All this aggression
[01:34.07] You said you wanted truth well this is my confession
[01:37.13] Work my fucking ass off I don't even feel like trying anymore
[01:40.42] I don't even need a mattress I've been crying on the floor
[01:43.51] I put on my favorite actress when I'm walking out the door
[01:47.05] When I walk out the door
[01:48.86] You say I should get out I should really see the trees
[01:51.93] I smile like a sellout but I really wanna leave
[01:54.92] I wish I could enjoy it I don't wanna be me
[01:58.84] I don't wanna be me
[02:01.11] I lost the space I feel nauseous
[02:04.18] I fall apart as they watch it
[02:06.93] I'm not the one my mind's toxic
[02:10.33] I wish that I could be flawless
[02:13.13] You come around just be cautious
[02:16.19] I told you once my mind's toxic
[02:19.25] It folds on me without logic
[02:22.29] I held it once and I lost it
[02:25.54]
[00:27.36] I'm fucked up in a million ways and I never shut up
[00:30.30] And when I try to fall asleep, I be feeling so stupid
[00:33.98] I lie up my bed and my dreams are never lucid
[00:36.97] Like everything else in my life, it's out of my control
[00:39.58] And I was lying when I said that I was sitting here alone
[00:42.64] I was flirting with the loser that I kept inside my basement
[00:45.98] It shares my fucking name and it loves the high I'm chasing
[00:48.92] I don't really feel like doing these downers anymore
[00:51.85] But if I take a drink, I'm always one to overpour
[00:54.87] My head is only straight when it been bouncing off the ceiling
[00:57.92] It might like look like I feel great but just know I hate this feeling
[01:00.95] I'm 20 shots deep screaming take me now
[01:03.56] Will you take me far away from this maddening crowd?
[01:06.53] Everybody acts the same I should know my place
[01:09.69] See it branded on my face but still you hear me say
[01:12.64] I'm a letdown
[01:13.99] I'm a fuck up
[01:15.42] I'm a crazy one
[01:17.25] Imma die young
[01:18.58] I don't wanna talk
[01:20.05] I don't wanna speak
[01:21.54] And I don't wanna see you cry when I take my fucking life
[01:24.94] Chilling on a Sunday and I can't seem to relax
[01:27.49] I'm walking through pews and I think I'm about to relapse
[01:30.75] On this depression
[01:32.35] All this aggression
[01:34.07] You said you wanted truth well this is my confession
[01:37.13] Work my fucking ass off I don't even feel like trying anymore
[01:40.42] I don't even need a mattress I've been crying on the floor
[01:43.51] I put on my favorite actress when I'm walking out the door
[01:47.05] When I walk out the door
[01:48.86] You say I should get out I should really see the trees
[01:51.93] I smile like a sellout but I really wanna leave
[01:54.92] I wish I could enjoy it I don't wanna be me
[01:58.84] I don't wanna be me
[02:01.11] I lost the space I feel nauseous
[02:04.18] I fall apart as they watch it
[02:06.93] I'm not the one my mind's toxic
[02:10.33] I wish that I could be flawless
[02:13.13] You come around just be cautious
[02:16.19] I told you once my mind's toxic
[02:19.25] It folds on me without logic
[02:22.29] I held it once and I lost it
[02:25.54]