Crown of shame

The leafs of my age Are falling down
The shades of my life Colored brown
The wistful scent of breeze's gown
Reminds me all the years I count

What I've learned is what I chose to learn
And all this sense is what I choose to spread
Foolproof like all the other men
All that I gain, Is lore embedded in a crown of shame
I wear it to dethrone myself

And all my years are passing by but why
An empty canvas colored white
I paint my deeds I paint my crimes, wasted tries
A life of vows composed by lies

All those vows
Are laying down now
I see them burn
No turning back now
And When I'm through
The leafs will fall

The shades will burn
Once for all