On The Inside

It's hard for me to pass the time
I watch it all through blue and white
The pain and doubt that I'll survive
Kept on the inside

Obstacles are all I see
The stress follows me through my dreams
To lay draped in eternal sleep
Kept on the inside

The hand of God's not on my side
I asked for the help and felt denied
Instead she handed me the knife
I kept it inside

Here it comes again
My trip my pain
No guilt to blame
No tears no shame
Here it comes again
My trip my pain
No guilt to blame
No tears no shame
Here it comes again
My trip my pain
No guilt no shame
No tears no blame
Here it comes again
My trip my pain
No guilt no shame
No tears no blame
No tears no blame
No tears no blame
No tears no blame
Here it comes
Here it comes
Here it comes again