sayaka

Keep a close watch on his face.
Search for any sign of life.
What pretty poetry.
All the nihilists would write.
If they could look in his eyes.
Have you ever known a man to hold an abyss in his hands?
I wish you could hear his voice.
You would know that he's not far.
Would you still be there when he pushes you away?
I think that you will be.
You never had the strength to walk away.
Weeping like a mute stone.
Singing like a stuffed bird.
Lying like a snake in the garden, and hiding like a savior.
I need someone to believe in.
I need someone to deceive.
I need someone to believe in.
I need someone to betray.
If I cannot feel then I cannot be loved.
I will march throughout all of your lashings.
You can't hurt a person if their body is empty.
I'm a porcelain doll; I am fragile but lifeless.
If I cannot feel then I cannot be loved.
And if I cannot feel then I cannot be stopped.
I won't feel anything anymore