Chamber of Secrets for 1

and I remember each hang
with decent clarity for me
the foods we ate the songs we jammed
the people in the street

the the times that we'd touch
almost always accidents
but to share a hammock with you girl
it leaves my heart content

so I'm sorry that once
when you tried to hold my hand
I knew you meant it friendly
but I could not mean it friendly

no I wanted it real
so I bailed I couldn't deal
and I wished to ditch the part of me
that knew how you made me feel

but then I thought better
instead I just wished that you
would split in two so I could date you too
but 'til my wish comes true what do I do?

I think I'll keep them
I think I have to hold my feelings
cause your boyfriend rules and I'm just a fool
who shows up every 2 months

so can I freaking chill once?
I think my dreams could be enough
to be the band I always wanted
fall in love with everything

and run this awesome road
'ti my legs give out
cause I was born to rage on stage girl
it's the one thing I'm sure about

but just know that when the distance gets me
I recall when you were with me
the drive in movies, forts we built
and blasting drake 'til our hearts filled

oh what more could I need?
I love every single moment I got to receive

oh forgive me if I was distant after that
I've never been a boy who can give only half
I could feel us getting closer with each day
I was so tired of being selfish I couldn't remain

there were so many times I didn't text you
to tell you how bad I missed you
knowing you is the best dream
oh darling you're cake and ice cream