Sorane Silencer

jibun de maita tane o umeta mama de wasuremashita
(I sowed some seeds, left them in the soil, and forgot about them.)

kiete'ku yume no you ni kimi no kage o utsushimashita.
(They projected your shadow like my vanishing dream.)

ima mienai koe no kakera kimi no koe ga todoku you na, nai ka.
(I'm still looking for invisible shards of your voice so that I'd know if your voice has reached me.)

sameta kimi no karada o ima dakishimeru no todoku you ni, sotto.
(Now I hug your cold body tightly, so that your voice would reach me somehow, softly.)

sayonara boku no sekai aketa bin o kowashinagara,
(Goodbye, my world. Having shattered the opened bottle,)

tokete'ku esoragoto o fumihazushita yume ni nosete.
(I will let my strayed dream carry my dissolving false hopes.)

ima boku ni wa kikoenai kimi no kotoba ga sasaru you da, sou da.
(I can't hear your words right now, but they seem to be pricking me.)

kanashimi sae umareru koto kobamu no nara sono mama, sotto.
(If you refuse to let grief come into form, then just stay like that, gently.)

aimai sonzaikan aimai soushitsukan
(An ambiguous sense of existence. An ambiguous sense of loss.)

aimai genjitsukan subete ga uso no you
(An ambiguous sense of reality. Everything is like a lie.)

aimai na imi o aimai na koe de aimai na kioku de sakebu, sakebu.
(With my ambiguous voice and ambiguous memory, I will scream and shout the ambiguous meaning)

sainou mo hensachi mo nai you na noomiso de
(With my brain, which seemingly lacks talent and deviation value,)

boudai na jouhou o ukeiremashita.
(I received an enormous amount of information.)

koukai mo zetsubou mo nai you ni
(As though I had no regret or despair,)
nakiharashita.
(I wept my eyes out.)

nemuru kimi o mita.
(I saw the sleeping you.)