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[00:09.86] I always get stuck counting the minutes
[00:12.45] I drown when I'm swimming
[00:14.89] Is any of it real?
[00:17.92] Cause Inside my eyelids I'm spinning
[00:20.83] Thank god I'm still in it
[00:22.94] But I don't know how
[00:25.58] Cause the view from the back of my closet
[00:29.74] Is something I'm tired of watching
[00:33.90] But nobody's here
[00:36.02] And that's half the problem
[00:38.14] I'm just Alone with my fears
[00:41.68] When life's amazing
[00:43.17] I tend to forget
[00:45.25] All of the darkness
[00:47.39] I hold in my head
[00:49.53] It's only
[00:50.57] When I get a little bit lonely
[00:54.56] I feel like I don't even know me
[00:58.95] Taught my skin how to grow thicker
[01:01.54] Never a quitter
[01:03.75] But I almost broke
[01:06.84] Pills from a doctor for dinner
[01:09.70] I mixed it with liquor
[01:11.87] And I nearly choked
[01:14.78] Cause the view as I started at the carpet
[01:18.72] Was something I've never forgotten
[01:23.18] With nobody there
[01:25.05] Am my my own problem?
[01:27.12] Wasting away with my fears
[01:30.53] When life's amazing
[01:32.11] I tend to forget
[01:34.58] All of the darkness
[01:36.19] I hold in my head
[01:39.60] When I get a little bit lonely
[01:43.50] I feel like I don't even know me
[01:47.92] Dying to live
[01:49.33] But live half alive
[01:51.78] How'd I get here?
[01:53.86] How'd I get here?
[01:55.65] Oh I'm holding my breath
[01:57.80] In hope I survive
[01:59.99] How'd I get here?
[02:02.02] How'd I get here?
[02:04.19] Now I'm stuck counting the minutes
[02:06.75] I drown when I'm swimming
[02:09.13] Is any of it real?
[02:11.22] When life's amazing
[02:13.13] I tend to forget
[02:15.30] All of the darkness
[02:17.08] I hold in my head
[02:20.16] It's only
[02:20.75] When I get a little bit lonely
[02:24.41] I feel like I don't even know me
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