understudy

We used to sit and listen to Frank Ocean
Till the world felt silent to us
Those were the strongest emotions but boy, you had to give it up

I feel stupid for believing the things that you said
I'll let you lie next to me in bed
I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have
Cause your heart not in it
Cause it was for somebody else
Cause that would really hurt like hell
It really would, it really would
So I'm left without knowing
I know I'm gettin', not showing
How all I want is to try this again
But second chances have to end
Now when the curtain closes
What I really miss the most is us, it will always be us

I feel like your understudy, call me in when there's nobody
Cause all I want is to you was somebody
Did you even love me?
Feel like your understudy, call me in when there's nobody
Cause all I want is to you was somebody
Did you even love me?
Love me
Did you even love me?

How could you waste something so good like this
I wanted to think more of you

Everything was fine when I felt your kiss
Boy, what more could I do?
I feel stupid for writing you all those letters
"I promise I'll return your sweatshirt, next week"

And your heart wasn't in it, cause it was in another place
Couldn't even say that to my face
I hope you're sorry

And so I'm left without knowing
I know I'm gettin', not showing
How all I want is to try this again
But second chances have to end
Now when the curtain closes
What I really miss the most is us, it will always be us

I feel like your understudy, call me in when there's nobody
Cause all I want is to you was somebody
Did you even love me?
Feel like your understudy, call me in when there's nobody
Cause all I want is to you was somebody
Did you even love me?
Love me
Did you even love me?

Never thought you were one of those boys
Cause I could hear the pain in your voice
Was it too much? Look me in the eyes
I'll be headed all where we built some lies
Oh oh, hmm

Thought I could hear it in your laugh

In the right way, it reminded me of my past
Something about that was comforting
Maybe in the way you would sing
Hmm, hmm

Was I your understudy? Call me in when there was nobody
Cause all I want is to you, somebody
Did you even love me?
Love me

We used to sit and listen to Frank Ocean
Till the world felt silent to us