Social Poison

And sometimes I think it's the social poison
Burning through my skin
But turns out it's just the mindset I'm in
And sometimes I drink
Fill my liver with poison
To forget the night
Wanna end my life
From my body bloods boiling

Yeah I'm tired of being just guh fine
Still i got no time to run
Time alone got me question if I'm giving up
Only here for the friends and family I love
Behind my back people wanna see me falling
For this music, shit I swear I'm putting my all in
If I go quiet, nobody be callin
But you all won't cry at my funeral that's appalling