Any Sign of Anything

I forgot how I did this before, when I was alone
But now when I feel myself crumbling down
I don't know why I choose to ignore
Any signs of any life, Hide away from a hint of light
Keep myself locked in my room. I won't let you see me
Like this, i'm such a mess tonight
I hate the fact that I see you when I close my eyes
Oh and when i'm thinking in the backseat
I count the birds that pass by to distract me
From you and from everything
That's kept my world black and white
But I know i'm still growing up, I still have time
Everything is enough.

But I forgot how I did this before, When I was alone
Now when I feel myself crumbling down I don't know
Why I choose to ignore any signs of anything
Cuz my head is wearing thin
Wish someone could understand
But everyone has other plans for me
And I see why they want me
Maybe i'll try hiding somewhere
And i'll find all my answers hopefully
I make it out alive and I will find a sign of anything

A sign of anything...
A sign of anything...