i cant change

My eyes are hidden away from the sun
This life was over before it's begun
I made a promise in blood
Signed my soul away
And I wish i never had
Met the devil that way
I'm blind
Now i can't see the sun
It's cold over here
Away from everyone
I want to get back to the wall
Feel the sun in my face
No i'm not doing wrong
I want to meet all my friends
Will they look at me?
Will they think i look strange
Suspecting just where i have been
These things I can't change

Listen to the wind
Watch the blue bird singing
Watch the flowers grew
But we can't go
I found a place to live
A place where i can be whole
My pleasure all i can ...?
Now i don't have to prolong
Now i can see the sun
Iv'e got the light in my eyes
I don't have to call anymore
I'm fully satisfied