choose life.

Leave me here to bleed out
I'm not what you need now
Don't like who I see now
Don't know who I should be now

Can't get out of my bed
Can't forget what you said
Stuck inside of my head
I'll be okay when I'm dead

I don't like the way I am
But I don't think that I can change
Stuck inside my thoughts again
Don't know if I can get away

I'm running from everything
That makes me all that's in my way
I don't know if anything
Will ever seem to be the same

I'm not okay
I got in my own way
I lost all faith
I stopped all my old ways

Still I feel like
Shit inside my own mind
Realized one day I'll die
So I'll only do what I feel's right

Pain is painless
Change is changeless
Made my mind up
I won't change it

Don't tell me that I'm amazing
You don't know what I felt just to make this

Hide who I am
You can't see what's inside me
I think if you did
Then you'd prolly not like me

Feelings are damned
I put all those behind me
Since I was a kid
I knew nobody liked me

Do I care? I do
But I'm gone act like that I don't
All I ever knew
Was people gonna treat me wrong

All the shit I do for you
But you act like I don't
Now you see I'm through with you
And you think that I'm wrong

I'm not holding back no more
I'm going the fuck off
I don't think you care no more
I swear you can fuck off

I won't be around the day you need me once again
I don't wanna survive
I wanna fucking live

Leave me here to bleed out
I'm not what you need now
Don't like who I see now
Don't know who I should be now

Can't get out of my bed
Can't forget what you said
Stuck inside of my head
I'll be okay when I'm dead

I don't like the way I am
But I don't think that I can change
Stuck inside my thoughts again
Don't know if I can get away

I'm running from everything
That makes me all that's in my way
I don't know if anything
Will ever seem to be the same

I'm not okay
I got in my own way
I lost all faith
I stopped all my old ways

Still I feel like
Shit inside my own mind
Realized one day I'll die
So I'll only do what I feel's right