personal hell

[00:10.83] If we can't be good to ourselves (cut me out)
[00:17.26] Pretend I'm somebody else (pull me down)
[00:23.30] He wraps his hand 'round my belt (slowly now)
[00:29.47] I'll be your personal hell
[00:32.78] Your hell, your hell
[00:38.71] Am I allowed to be this desperate? It's not right
[00:44.97] I just beg for your attention over eyes
[00:49.30] Give me just a little bit more and I'm finished
[00:52.45] I can just pretend that I'm yours for a minute
[00:55.24] Do I make you feel nice when I text without reason?
[00:58.65] You don't even reply, not even when I need it
[01:02.77] Back and forth, out the door
[01:05.97] No remorse
[01:08.94] Don't let go, I'm so close
[01:11.97] My amor
[01:15.37] Close my eyes and pray that I get less attached (attached)
[01:21.18] I let you treat me sort of bad
[01:24.03] It's all I have
[01:26.13] Look me in my eyes, baby, make me melt
[01:29.18] All I ever do is fucking hurt myself
[01:32.16] Look me in my eyes, baby, make me melt
[01:35.22] All I ever do is fucking hurt myself
[01:38.97] I'm so aware of it
[01:40.42] I hit him up, if he's a gun, I'm fucking loading it
[01:45.26] I always let him in
[01:46.50] I'm like a dog, he says my name and I just run to him
[01:49.47] Pour it out, I wanna drink till I can't feel it all
[01:52.83] In my defense, it's been a year without the alcohol
[01:55.76] I didn't feel much better, it just helped me remember
[01:59.06] I'm still too hung up on what we did in December
[02:03.51] I'm so sick of it
[02:06.79] I don't feel so well
[02:09.63] It's a swing and a miss
[02:10.93] Sure, you'll be back in a bit
[02:12.77] It's my personal hell
[02:14.02] If we can't be good to ourselves (cut me out)
[02:18.64] Pretend I'm somebody else (somebody down)
[02:24.94] He wraps his hand 'round my belt (slowly now)
[02:31.03] I'll be your personal hell
[02:34.30] Your hell, your hell
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