Collector

I will kill a spider
If it gets too close
I read that they're sacred
I say that's a hoax

But I believe it, I just lie
To spare myself the guilt
Cause I'm a shame collector
I'm a hoarder

I will share a story I should keep private
I know I'm a lot, wish I could stay quiet
But I'm just trying to let go
I think it helps me to expose the shame collection
And upon reflection

I tend to store it all in my lips and up my skirt
So when I am fucked I get what I deserve
I collect what I
Deserve
Deserve

Because
I will get there late at my convenience