Headspace (feat. Kevin Krust & ChewieCatt)
π΅ 3618 characters
β±οΈ 3:16 duration
π ID: 11097661
π Lyrics
I know it's all up in my head; it'll end soon, probably
What if I was dead? What if they knew that I wanna be?
I'm so sorry, I feel like Omori, an anomaly
And honestly, we'll be there for each other always, promise me
What do you say?
Guess I'm back to updating my journal every day
Really wish this feeling in me would just go away
From time to time, I try reminding myself everything's OK
For the most mundane things, I'll just cop out
Tell my closest friends, "Not now"
Hold that in as much that I can
But why can't I fucking just calm down?
And I'd rather dream than just live
That's just the way that it is
I don't know why I care at all
My heart just don't bleed as much as my wrist
Only want to say that I was finally good for something
Just in the hopes it wasn't all for nothing
Don't know how I changed this much
It feels so good just to be a shut in
But for them, it doesn't, probably 'cause I love it
They don't understand how much they push my buttons
They appreciate me all of a sudden
All the love they pour on me just doesn't cut it
Thought I want to grow up, ready, but I wasn't
All my homies blow confetti by the dozen
Every bit of hope and joy are what we need
What if it's only me? Look, I think I can feel the rush, and
I don't know if I have gotten better lately
Why's it feel like everybody hates me?
All alone now, and I don't feel the safety
'Cause my inner demons always try to chase me
On my own, here again, that's me
Stuck in my dome with the friends I need
Not sure where to go, but I guess we'll see
Running out of hope, and it ends with me
Just know that means
That I'm thankful for all my friends
With them, I'll be A-OK
Even if I have to pretend
Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
In my headspace, I remain safe
Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
For my friends sake
Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
Talk it through my head, some things that I don't believe in
Wish it all away, but it doesn't mean that I don't see them
My eyes have been clouded and blinded, man, my head keeps spinning
Fate has been decided, something that I don't agree with
Feeling is egregious, but, man, I guess that's me
They don't understand the weight I feel's the weight they'll grieve
Is it freedom from the pressure? The sweet kiss of death
Not sure of my intention, but I guess it's time I rest
Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
In my headspace, I remain safe
Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
For my friends sake
Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
You make nothing mean something to me
My pain and my griefβwill you please set me free?
They're nothing to me
What if I was dead? What if they knew that I wanna be?
I'm so sorry, I feel like Omori, an anomaly
And honestly, we'll be there for each other always, promise me
What do you say?
Guess I'm back to updating my journal every day
Really wish this feeling in me would just go away
From time to time, I try reminding myself everything's OK
For the most mundane things, I'll just cop out
Tell my closest friends, "Not now"
Hold that in as much that I can
But why can't I fucking just calm down?
And I'd rather dream than just live
That's just the way that it is
I don't know why I care at all
My heart just don't bleed as much as my wrist
Only want to say that I was finally good for something
Just in the hopes it wasn't all for nothing
Don't know how I changed this much
It feels so good just to be a shut in
But for them, it doesn't, probably 'cause I love it
They don't understand how much they push my buttons
They appreciate me all of a sudden
All the love they pour on me just doesn't cut it
Thought I want to grow up, ready, but I wasn't
All my homies blow confetti by the dozen
Every bit of hope and joy are what we need
What if it's only me? Look, I think I can feel the rush, and
I don't know if I have gotten better lately
Why's it feel like everybody hates me?
All alone now, and I don't feel the safety
'Cause my inner demons always try to chase me
On my own, here again, that's me
Stuck in my dome with the friends I need
Not sure where to go, but I guess we'll see
Running out of hope, and it ends with me
Just know that means
That I'm thankful for all my friends
With them, I'll be A-OK
Even if I have to pretend
Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
In my headspace, I remain safe
Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
For my friends sake
Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
Talk it through my head, some things that I don't believe in
Wish it all away, but it doesn't mean that I don't see them
My eyes have been clouded and blinded, man, my head keeps spinning
Fate has been decided, something that I don't agree with
Feeling is egregious, but, man, I guess that's me
They don't understand the weight I feel's the weight they'll grieve
Is it freedom from the pressure? The sweet kiss of death
Not sure of my intention, but I guess it's time I rest
Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
In my headspace, I remain safe
Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
For my friends sake
Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
You make nothing mean something to me
My pain and my griefβwill you please set me free?
They're nothing to me
β±οΈ Synced Lyrics
[00:11.28] I know it's all up in my head; it'll end soon, probably
[00:14.95] What if I was dead? What if they knew that I wanna be?
[00:17.65] I'm so sorry, I feel like Omori, an anomaly
[00:20.79] And honestly, we'll be there for each other always, promise me
[00:24.74] What do you say?
[00:26.12] Guess I'm back to updating my journal every day
[00:29.20] Really wish this feeling in me would just go away
[00:31.56] From time to time, I try reminding myself everything's OK
[00:35.32] For the most mundane things, I'll just cop out
[00:37.33] Tell my closest friends, "Not now"
[00:38.85] Hold that in as much that I can
[00:40.28] But why can't I fucking just calm down?
[00:41.64] And I'd rather dream than just live
[00:43.39] That's just the way that it is
[00:44.84] I don't know why I care at all
[00:45.74] My heart just don't bleed as much as my wrist
[00:47.69] Only want to say that I was finally good for something
[00:49.40] Just in the hopes it wasn't all for nothing
[00:50.95] Don't know how I changed this much
[00:52.14] It feels so good just to be a shut in
[00:53.72] But for them, it doesn't, probably 'cause I love it
[00:55.33] They don't understand how much they push my buttons
[00:56.96] They appreciate me all of a sudden
[00:57.95] All the love they pour on me just doesn't cut it
[00:59.25] Thought I want to grow up, ready, but I wasn't
[01:00.91] All my homies blow confetti by the dozen
[01:02.37] Every bit of hope and joy are what we need
[01:03.90] What if it's only me? Look, I think I can feel the rush, and
[01:05.29] I don't know if I have gotten better lately
[01:07.37] Why's it feel like everybody hates me?
[01:08.78] All alone now, and I don't feel the safety
[01:09.77] 'Cause my inner demons always try to chase me
[01:11.92] On my own, here again, that's me
[01:13.03] Stuck in my dome with the friends I need
[01:14.67] Not sure where to go, but I guess we'll see
[01:15.97] Running out of hope, and it ends with me
[01:18.05] Just know that means
[01:19.06] That I'm thankful for all my friends
[01:20.61] With them, I'll be A-OK
[01:21.77] Even if I have to pretend
[01:23.28] Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
[01:26.36] All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
[01:29.16] Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
[01:32.43] Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
[01:35.94] Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
[01:38.41] Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
[01:41.98] I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
[01:44.55] While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
[01:47.69] In my headspace, I remain safe
[01:49.84] Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
[01:52.78] For my friends sake
[01:53.81] Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
[01:56.57] But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
[02:00.15] Talk it through my head, some things that I don't believe in
[02:03.07] Wish it all away, but it doesn't mean that I don't see them
[02:06.13] My eyes have been clouded and blinded, man, my head keeps spinning
[02:09.15] Fate has been decided, something that I don't agree with
[02:12.14] Feeling is egregious, but, man, I guess that's me
[02:15.22] They don't understand the weight I feel's the weight they'll grieve
[02:18.65] Is it freedom from the pressure? The sweet kiss of death
[02:21.50] Not sure of my intention, but I guess it's time I rest
[02:23.30] Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
[02:26.22] All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
[02:29.22] Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
[02:32.44] Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
[02:36.09] Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
[02:38.58] Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
[02:42.18] I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
[02:44.55] While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
[02:47.51] In my headspace, I remain safe
[02:49.74] Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
[02:52.64] For my friends sake
[02:54.06] Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
[02:56.49] But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
[03:00.19] You make nothing mean something to me
[03:03.91] My pain and my griefβwill you please set me free?
[03:09.89] They're nothing to me
[03:12.56]
[00:14.95] What if I was dead? What if they knew that I wanna be?
[00:17.65] I'm so sorry, I feel like Omori, an anomaly
[00:20.79] And honestly, we'll be there for each other always, promise me
[00:24.74] What do you say?
[00:26.12] Guess I'm back to updating my journal every day
[00:29.20] Really wish this feeling in me would just go away
[00:31.56] From time to time, I try reminding myself everything's OK
[00:35.32] For the most mundane things, I'll just cop out
[00:37.33] Tell my closest friends, "Not now"
[00:38.85] Hold that in as much that I can
[00:40.28] But why can't I fucking just calm down?
[00:41.64] And I'd rather dream than just live
[00:43.39] That's just the way that it is
[00:44.84] I don't know why I care at all
[00:45.74] My heart just don't bleed as much as my wrist
[00:47.69] Only want to say that I was finally good for something
[00:49.40] Just in the hopes it wasn't all for nothing
[00:50.95] Don't know how I changed this much
[00:52.14] It feels so good just to be a shut in
[00:53.72] But for them, it doesn't, probably 'cause I love it
[00:55.33] They don't understand how much they push my buttons
[00:56.96] They appreciate me all of a sudden
[00:57.95] All the love they pour on me just doesn't cut it
[00:59.25] Thought I want to grow up, ready, but I wasn't
[01:00.91] All my homies blow confetti by the dozen
[01:02.37] Every bit of hope and joy are what we need
[01:03.90] What if it's only me? Look, I think I can feel the rush, and
[01:05.29] I don't know if I have gotten better lately
[01:07.37] Why's it feel like everybody hates me?
[01:08.78] All alone now, and I don't feel the safety
[01:09.77] 'Cause my inner demons always try to chase me
[01:11.92] On my own, here again, that's me
[01:13.03] Stuck in my dome with the friends I need
[01:14.67] Not sure where to go, but I guess we'll see
[01:15.97] Running out of hope, and it ends with me
[01:18.05] Just know that means
[01:19.06] That I'm thankful for all my friends
[01:20.61] With them, I'll be A-OK
[01:21.77] Even if I have to pretend
[01:23.28] Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
[01:26.36] All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
[01:29.16] Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
[01:32.43] Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
[01:35.94] Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
[01:38.41] Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
[01:41.98] I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
[01:44.55] While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
[01:47.69] In my headspace, I remain safe
[01:49.84] Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
[01:52.78] For my friends sake
[01:53.81] Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
[01:56.57] But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
[02:00.15] Talk it through my head, some things that I don't believe in
[02:03.07] Wish it all away, but it doesn't mean that I don't see them
[02:06.13] My eyes have been clouded and blinded, man, my head keeps spinning
[02:09.15] Fate has been decided, something that I don't agree with
[02:12.14] Feeling is egregious, but, man, I guess that's me
[02:15.22] They don't understand the weight I feel's the weight they'll grieve
[02:18.65] Is it freedom from the pressure? The sweet kiss of death
[02:21.50] Not sure of my intention, but I guess it's time I rest
[02:23.30] Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?
[02:26.22] All the weight of everything gets trapped up, and you might blow
[02:29.22] Do you feel that something isn't right? Out of mind, out of sight
[02:32.44] Tell me, what's wrong? What's right? Fuck it, what's another lie?
[02:36.09] Seal up your brain and dissipate all your pain
[02:38.58] Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?
[02:42.18] I might succumb to a debt I could never pay
[02:44.55] While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel OK
[02:47.51] In my headspace, I remain safe
[02:49.74] Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight
[02:52.64] For my friends sake
[02:54.06] Soon I'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes
[02:56.49] But for now, I just lay in the bed that I made
[03:00.19] You make nothing mean something to me
[03:03.91] My pain and my griefβwill you please set me free?
[03:09.89] They're nothing to me
[03:12.56]