never growing up

Verse 1:
Saw myself fall but I’m coming up
The wounds are still open but they’re covered up
Keep my mind open never growing up
Daddy said he’s proud then I fucked it up
Show me how to breathe
It’s only been a while
Since I suffocated drowning
Form my own smile
Fake it till I break
And I can’t take no more
Cant nobody blame me
I don’t feel myself at all
Pre-Chorus:
I can't be who you want
But I’m gon' be who I am
And I wont take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I’m gone
Verse 2:
Saw myself fall but I’m coming up
The wounds are still open but they’re covered up
Keep my mind open never growing up
Daddy said he’s proud then I fucked it up
Take me to the moon
Teach me how to fly
Pull the rug from under me
Before I get too high
Feels like a restrain
Pressing on my brain
Why wont anybody come relieve me from my pain
Pre-Chorus:
I can't be who you want
But I’m gon' be who I am
And I wont take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I’m gone
Who will I be when I’m gone
Chorus:
Hate Me
Break Me
Anticipate Me
Take Me
Fake Me
All when I’m gone