tired of my life

Verse 1:
Im so tired of my life and
I think I need a little time now
To find another meaning
While Im bleeding
As I’m pulling
another knife from my back, damn
I keep comparing you to satan
Hope that one day I'll awaken
To realize that I thought you
Were the one
But you took all your cards off the table
Im so tired of my life.
Verse 2:
I thank you for all my mistakes girl
You always kept my mind in chains girl
When I knew what I gave you
But you owned me
And thats on me
Should’ve left when I met you
Thought that things would never change, yea
The bitter fall of my own strength
Looking back I
Could’ve fought more
Let myself down
And I feel the distress take its toll now
Im so tired of my life.