If Only

Call me apathetic
Crumble down on top of me
Forget it's so pathetic
Don't pity me, I'm fucking dead already

Call me miserable
All that I have ever been to you
This overwhelming misfortune, let it consume you
Let this destroy you, now we're all doomed

Deadweight, don't fail me now
The water is never enough
Deadweight, don't let me down
Your heart is as cold as your blood
Deadweight, just let me drown

Call me predictable
You think I place myself on pedestals?
How could I? My hands are full
And they're still holding onto you
Hold on, I'm slipping through the cracks

Deadweight, don't fail me now
The water is never enough
Deadweight, don't let me down
Your heart is as cold as your blood
Deadweight, just let me drown

Just let me drown
(Deadweight don't fail me now)
(Please don't let me down)
Just let me drown
Let me drown

Deadweight, don't fail me now
The water is never enough
Deadweight, don't let me down
Your heart is as cold as your blood
Deadweight, just let me drown

Just let me drown
Just let me drown