every word i wish i could say

[00:00.03] Wake up I shake up
[00:21.62] Yea I'm wide awake
[00:24.24] At 3am again 'cause whiskey intake
[00:26.80] It's locked in my fridge like the December cold
[00:29.58] Like ice on my neck when I walk, and it snows
[00:32.27] I can't trust a soul, got nowhere to go
[00:35.02] Still getting higher when I'm feeling low
[00:37.73] Tell me about that, about that
[00:40.52] How can I get up and fight back?
[00:43.21] Every word I wish I could say
[00:47.99] And I break down when nothing goes my way
[00:52.91] And I still hold back every single tear I wish I could
[01:02.03] Cry them out, I'm sorry love
[01:04.88] Every word I wish I could say
[01:09.45] And I break down when nothing goes my way
[01:14.62] And I still hold back every single tear I wish I could
[01:23.62] Cry them out, I'm sorry love
[01:26.38] This girl from PA said she wanna be mine
[01:28.79] I got friends in LA and they party all night
[01:31.70] I still really hope that their health don't decline
[01:34.33] And shoutout to Skele, I hope he's alright
[01:37.16] Last time we talked you were pissed at me
[01:39.46] And I'm coming clean, I'm falling at the seams
[01:42.19] Say RIP
[01:43.82] To Lucky and Goldie they watching me
[01:46.58] James and Gage too, hope they're proud of me
[01:48.98] She's still pissed at me
[01:50.46] The fuck did I do love?
[01:53.23] I just wanna know and I just wanna talk cause
[01:57.23] You know you're a part of me
[01:59.74] And I know that its campy
[02:02.67] We never saw closure
[02:05.35] I haven't seen clovers
[02:08.09] Guess I'm getting older
[02:09.58] Every word I wish I could say
[02:14.23] And I break down when nothing goes my way
[02:19.17] And I still hold back every single tear I wish I could
[02:28.30] Cry them out, I'm sorry love
[02:31.17] Every word I wish I could say
[02:35.88] And I break down when nothing goes my way
[02:40.91] And I still hold back every single tear I wish I could
[02:49.97] Cry them out, I'm sorry love
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