how to feel alive
๐ต 1524 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:58 duration
๐ ID: 11143601
๐ Lyrics
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
waves of nausea wash over me
it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
you say things like "i'll always love you"
but every night i'm locking up my room
waves of nausea wash over me
it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
you say things like "i'll always love you"
but every night i'm locking up my room
but you just can't quite get it right in your head
to get yourself up out of bed
out of bed
up out of bed
up out of bed
i feel myself dissolve
into a misremembered fog
where we don't know where it all begins
and it's coming up
feeling again
you don't know what a struggle this has been for me, commander
well, i'd like to help if i can
being afraid, all the time of forgetting somebody's name
not, not knowing what to do with your hands
i mean, i, i am the guy who writes down
things to remember to say when there's a party
and then, when he finally gets there, he winds up alone in the corner
trying to look comfortable, examining the potted plant
you're just shy, barclay
"just shy", sounds like nothing serious, doesn't it?
you can't know
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
i thought too long about dying
i forgot how to feel alive
waves of nausea wash over me
it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
you say things like "i'll always love you"
but every night i'm locking up my room
waves of nausea wash over me
it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
you say things like "i'll always love you"
but every night i'm locking up my room
but you just can't quite get it right in your head
to get yourself up out of bed
out of bed
up out of bed
up out of bed
i feel myself dissolve
into a misremembered fog
where we don't know where it all begins
and it's coming up
feeling again
you don't know what a struggle this has been for me, commander
well, i'd like to help if i can
being afraid, all the time of forgetting somebody's name
not, not knowing what to do with your hands
i mean, i, i am the guy who writes down
things to remember to say when there's a party
and then, when he finally gets there, he winds up alone in the corner
trying to look comfortable, examining the potted plant
you're just shy, barclay
"just shy", sounds like nothing serious, doesn't it?
you can't know
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.40]i thought too long about dying
[00:03.80]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:08.29]i thought too long about dying
[00:11.49]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:15.78]i thought too long about dying
[00:19.28]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:23.68]i thought too long about dying
[00:27.33]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:31.30]i thought too long about dying
[00:34.76]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:39.21]i thought too long about dying
[00:42.51]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:46.87]i thought too long about dying
[00:50.22]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:54.92]i thought too long about dying
[00:57.96]i forgot how to feel alive
[01:02.17]
[01:02.37]waves of nausea wash over me
[01:06.19]it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
[01:09.95]you say things like "i'll always love you"
[01:13.86]but every night i'm locking up my room
[01:17.49]
[01:17.78]waves of nausea wash over me
[01:21.85]it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
[01:25.59]you say things like "i'll always love you"
[01:29.08]but every night i'm locking up my room
[01:31.95]
[01:33.30]but you just can't quite get it right in your head
[01:38.75]to get yourself up out of bed
[01:42.58]out of bed
[01:44.52]up out of bed
[01:46.48]up out of bed
[01:48.30]
[01:48.92]i feel myself dissolve
[01:51.93]into a misremembered fog
[01:55.35]where we don't know where it all begins
[01:59.48]and it's coming up
[02:01.53]feeling again
[02:06.40]
[02:07.10]you don't know what a struggle this has been for me, commander
[02:09.97]
[02:10.37]well, i'd like to help if i can
[02:11.95]
[02:12.28]being afraid, all the time of forgetting somebody's name
[02:16.16]not, not knowing what to do with your hands
[02:20.34]i mean, i, i am the guy who writes down
[02:24.08]things to remember to say when there's a party
[02:27.28]and then, when he finally gets there, he winds up alone in the corner
[02:32.97]trying to look comfortable, examining the potted plant
[02:36.95]
[02:37.49]you're just shy, barclay
[02:39.49]
[02:41.78]"just shy", sounds like nothing serious, doesn't it?
[02:49.61]you can't know
[02:51.04]
[00:03.80]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:08.29]i thought too long about dying
[00:11.49]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:15.78]i thought too long about dying
[00:19.28]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:23.68]i thought too long about dying
[00:27.33]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:31.30]i thought too long about dying
[00:34.76]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:39.21]i thought too long about dying
[00:42.51]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:46.87]i thought too long about dying
[00:50.22]i forgot how to feel alive
[00:54.92]i thought too long about dying
[00:57.96]i forgot how to feel alive
[01:02.17]
[01:02.37]waves of nausea wash over me
[01:06.19]it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
[01:09.95]you say things like "i'll always love you"
[01:13.86]but every night i'm locking up my room
[01:17.49]
[01:17.78]waves of nausea wash over me
[01:21.85]it's snowing and i know it's hard to breath
[01:25.59]you say things like "i'll always love you"
[01:29.08]but every night i'm locking up my room
[01:31.95]
[01:33.30]but you just can't quite get it right in your head
[01:38.75]to get yourself up out of bed
[01:42.58]out of bed
[01:44.52]up out of bed
[01:46.48]up out of bed
[01:48.30]
[01:48.92]i feel myself dissolve
[01:51.93]into a misremembered fog
[01:55.35]where we don't know where it all begins
[01:59.48]and it's coming up
[02:01.53]feeling again
[02:06.40]
[02:07.10]you don't know what a struggle this has been for me, commander
[02:09.97]
[02:10.37]well, i'd like to help if i can
[02:11.95]
[02:12.28]being afraid, all the time of forgetting somebody's name
[02:16.16]not, not knowing what to do with your hands
[02:20.34]i mean, i, i am the guy who writes down
[02:24.08]things to remember to say when there's a party
[02:27.28]and then, when he finally gets there, he winds up alone in the corner
[02:32.97]trying to look comfortable, examining the potted plant
[02:36.95]
[02:37.49]you're just shy, barclay
[02:39.49]
[02:41.78]"just shy", sounds like nothing serious, doesn't it?
[02:49.61]you can't know
[02:51.04]