Godless

[00:36.88] so many days i've can't stop myself
[00:38.64] from fighting this monster that eats me alive
[00:42.28] so many time i've fought and i've tried
[00:46.72] to live for a moment without fearing my mind
[00:51.35] i hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
[00:55.86] i feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
[00:59.41] the balance to life has been skewered so violent
[01:03.95] I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence
[01:28.35] so despondent and so somber so frail
[01:30.13] so scared to begin for the fear i will fail
[01:34.68] I'm alone in this pattern and i can't call for grace
[01:38.24] I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
[01:42.79] i fear for my mind more than i fear for life
[01:47.32] the one thing worth saving is the love i deny
[01:50.94] and i feel so hollow, but i yearn to relent
[01:55.48] the control for some peace and freedom from this torment
[02:00.95] there's no one to save me and i can't save myself
[02:03.63] i'd give my whole being for some kind of help
[02:08.13] but no one can stop this goddamn monster so great
[02:12.69] all hope is now lost and it's too late
[02:16.25] i numb to forget, to quiet the nose
[02:20.85] so deafened by silence, i can't live with myself
[02:25.37] i numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
[02:28.93] that i could've been someone without any regret
[03:11.31] you lying man who tells a tale of flawless love and peace of mind
[03:19.51] of parting seas and curing blind
[03:23.14] your lies my faith, there's no remorse
[03:27.66] you spin your tale with brutal force
[03:32.12] your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
[03:35.82] i ran from life, i erased my faith
[03:40.33] I am so blind
[03:43.01] and seeing eyes are not so kind
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