soil.

I'm convinced I don't exist, what the fuck is this?
And it's sad cause to me it's all making sense
Is bad that I see everything I missed?
I cannot go back so what's the point if I can never fix
All the things that did that I still regret
But do I only feel regret because it made a mess?
Would I feel the same if everything slipped through the net
And I was the only one knowing I caused a wreck?

Too much thinking in my head, might go MIA
I be thinking when I'm dead, that I'll be okay
I be leaving shit on read, don't what to say
Up I been fed with mysеlf, will I see the day?

When I'm alright, I been fucking tripping bout this all night
Everything I'vе hidden needs a tall light
I been stacking up my issues since I saw light

Keep out, I know I'm violent
Thoughts so loud it's blaring silence
I can't let you know what I did
I hope you won't ever find it

Leave me all alone I don't mind it
You can leave me with the pain, I reside in it
I can't even lie, yeah I like it
I get a rush when I know that I'm finding it
I still got a soul so who buying?
Let me name my price and I'm signing it
You don't wanna know what I'm hiding in my mind
I swear ain't no light in it