Fuck It I Dance Now!

The looming spectre of failure lies ahead
I'm a shadow of the great expectations in my head
Cus I must honour the family name
I must live up to my father's name
I can't disappoint my friends or they'll be dead

But then a 1, 2, 3, 4
Feet on the floor
Step after step
Can't catch my breath
As I kiss her
A fiery partner
Pas de bourrée
Surrounded by flames
My passions ignited
Won't try to fight it
Tapping my feet
Twirling elven sheets
A champion no more
Try the college of swords
A newfound transformation
Bardic inspiration!

I'm gonna build a dance studio
And go throw rocks in the river
(Ah-ah)
Play some tunes over the radio
My confidence grows even bigger
(Ah-ah)
Papa, I hope you're proud of me
And the path I've painted in your stead
(Ah-ah)
Because toxic masculinity is dead (toxic masculinity is dead)

Fuck it I dance now! (Hoot-growl!)
(Ah-ah-ah)
Wave my sheet in the air like I just don't care
(Ah-ah-ah)
Sheath the insecurities that I had to bear
(Ah-ah-ah)
I'm gonna be me
Gotta build my own legacy!
(Ah, ah-ah)
With my friends standing beside me I finally feel seen
(Fabian finally feels seen)
(Fabian finally feels seen)
I feel seen!

I've finally got in touch with my elven routes
A pirrouette, a chassé, drives the ego away
I'm finding my own truth
I'm Fabian Aramais Seacaster
And truth be told
I'm a golden boy disaster
Nightmares be damned
I've gotta save Spyre
With every growl and hoot
(Hoot-growl)
(Hoot-growl)

But then a 5, 6, 7, 8
I can't see straight
Where the fuck are my friends?
And where the hell's this road end?
Chungle-Down Bim
As the light grows dim
Let me take my golden crown of crippling self doubt
As I sprint through the forest
Approaching the chorus
Escape into the ground
Don't you dare make a sound
Look I faced my fears
I find myself in tears
Of this newfound realisation
Bardic inspiration!

I used to think my friends only respected
What was given to me from you
But now I know that my friends love me for who I am
Not what I could do
Papa, if only you could see how I've gotten out of my head
Because toxic masculinity is dead (Toxic masculinity is dead)

Fuck it I dance now! (Hoot-growl motherfuckers!)
(Ah-ah-ah)
Wave my sheet in the air like I just don't care
(Ah-ah-ah)
Sheath the insecurities that I had to bear
(Ah-ah-ah)
I'm gonna be me
Gotta build my own legacy!
(Ah, ah-ah)
With my friends standing beside me I finally feel seen
(Fabian finally feels seen)
(Fabian finally feels seen)
I feel seen!

Look at me now!
Look at me now!
I'll tap dance on top of the evil we disavow
I'm finally me
I'm building my own legacy
It's spring break and the Bad Kids are proud of me
(Fuck it Fabian dances now)
(Fuck it Fabian dances now)
They're proud of me!