My Bluff

Quiet linger
That's how it started
Pads of fingers
On palms of hands

Called my bluff said
'I'm not cold hearted'
He wanted to see the
Wreck firsthand

Fucked up perfection just to make my grief make sense
Dull ache in my shins, growing pains, quake in my chest

Maybe I hurt her just to see
If I could find love in the debris

Say I'm ethereal
Can you see ghosts control me?
Nothing is real
Just shadows stretched out on the ground
Waiting to feel
But mostly I move with the entropy endlessly
Try to conceal
Can't love you like I had vowed

Guardian angel
In a tattooed body
Barbed wire on her thumbs
Took my hands and
You let me panic
Stayed with me til I was done

Maybe I hurt her just to see
If I could find love in the debris

Say I'm ethereal
Can you see ghosts control me?
Nothing is real
Just shadows stretched out on the ground
Waiting to feel
But mostly I move with the entropy endlessly
Try to conceal
Can't love you like I had vowed
Say I'm ethereal
Can you see ghosts control me?
Nothing is real
Just shadows streached out on the ground
Waiting to feel