the fatalist

Brain fried
Words get Twisted and tongue tied
Thought I'd miss it it's alright
Alright breathing in sometimes
Chased it
Long enough just to waste it
Hold my head over water
Without ever diving in
And this tightness in my neck
Crawling up it's in my breath
Over the line and coming back again
We're all gonna die, funny isn't it
Making a good time sad and laughing like I'm proud of it
(Started) Playing the fatalist and now I can't snap out of it
Lately
Times been showing up hazy
Empathy makes me crazy
The Crazy's creeping in
And this cycle in my head
Hasn't played its way out yet