Spider

When I smelled you on my hair and tasted what you were inside
Felt the burn of 26 drops
Every year I'd been alive
Before you disconnected
Before I had been replaced
Before you sat me down, focused in and told me to my face

Those who've always nurtured me are the ones I pushed away

Cause I'm a lover and a fighter
Spun up and caught in this web
And I've been bitten by a spider
I'm full of venom and left for dead

With respect I kept my distance
Laid these memories to rest
Through your poisonous seductions
I was back in your nest
I reject this passive dialog
Your control I resent

Cause I'm a lover and a fighter
Spun up and caught in this web
And I've been bitten by a spider
I'm full of venom and left for dead

This is my disease
I set these expectations that disappoint me
My insanity
These repetitive results
Of what I do to me

Those who've had their way with me are the ones I wish would stay
Cause I'm a lover and a fighter
Spun up and caught in this web
And I've been bitten by a spider
I'm full of venom and left for dead

Cause I'm a lover and a fighter
Spun up and caught in this web
And I've been bitten by a spider
I'll squash your power till it's dead