Disfigured

[00:29.23] Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt
[00:32.62] A frenzy of self hate possessing me
[00:36.07] Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride
[00:37.92] Tortured and twisted until they have died
[00:39.63] Hatred inside is all I would find
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[00:49.74] I despise what I see in the mirror
[00:53.73] Sadistic hateful scum
[00:56.79] I kill them but it's myself I hate
[01:00.39] Now I'll do myself too
[01:03.99] A straight razor will reshape my face
[01:07.56] First my ears then my nose
[01:11.06] Blood is gushing, continue to carve
[01:15.03] Erase the face I hate
[01:18.55] Now I'm hacking at my chest
[01:21.84] A frenzy of self hate possessed me
[01:25.22] Controls my actions, controls my thoughts
[01:28.77] As I scrape away at my skin
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[01:38.88] I fill my tub, with alcohol
[01:41.20] I plunge into the burning pool
[01:43.34] The pain intense, my whole body
[01:45.80] Is drenched in scalding liquid
[01:47.67] Despite my pain I am able
[01:50.26] To grab a lighter on the counter
[01:52.57] The flint ignites, the flames erupt
[01:54.67] I'm consumed in the inferno
[01:56.83] Cauterize
[01:59.70] My skin is charred
[02:01.93] Regenerate
[02:04.90] More loathsome than before
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[02:28.32] I despise what I see in the mirror
[02:31.63] Sadistic hateful scum
[02:35.34] The abomination before my eyes
[02:39.04] A reflection of me
[02:42.61] I see an image of disfigured evil
[02:46.36] I've skinned myself alive
[02:49.88] Dripping with blood and blistered by fire
[02:53.66] The face I hate erased
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